yuki's small small world

My life in Canberra, Australia

2010-11-29T18:04:00.002+08:00

It has been 9 months, I have not written any single word on my blog.
The excuse that I could think of is LAZY.
The past few months were amazing and I have learned a lot of things at ANU.
I never thought that I can study in Australia and staying here like there's nothing different from Malaysia, my home forever.

I came to Australia with the hope to make new friends and get a hot and cute bf.
Of cause I will never forget to study hard at University.
I always think that I'm lucky, though sometimes my life is not that easy.
but as compared to others, I'm fortunate enough, to do whatever I like.

Study at University and overseas, is a brand new experience for me.
ALthough My uni life at ANU isnt as cool as shown in movies,
I'm glad that I can study here.
Before I came Australia, I thought I would have to study in a strange and completely new environment. However, these few months proved me wrong.
Staying and living in Australia is not that different from Malaysia.
All we do is go to Uni, and for me Uni means my home, in Canberra,
it's just a 10 minutes walking distance to my faculty,
20 minutes walk to Civic, their so called Civic or City, is different from cities in Malaysia.

Most of my friends are Asians and I must admit that I feel more comfortable to be friends with Asians.
Because of that reason, I dont feel like I'm in Australia.
One thing that is so different from Malaysia is the WEATHER.
the WEATHER in Canberra is a Monster, it kills me.
it fluctuates so much. It can be extremely hot in the day and extremely cold in the afternoon and vice versa.
Going out with jacket and umbrella spare on, together with sunblock, this is a survival tip if you're gonna to live in Canberra.

It can be very cold during winter but can compete with Western countries where they can have negative 10+ degree Celsius.

Leaving aside the weather, the study environment is slightly odd for me, in the first instance,
we have to enroll by ourselves and it's not compulsory to go to lectures, well, the exceptional case is tutorials where there is a minimum attendance requirement.
This gives me an excuse not attending lectures and I can assure you that you'll regret for not attending lectures.
Well, ignoring those lectures are INDEED unhelpful. Anyhow, please never ever skip lectures.

New Chapter of life,Yeah!

2010-05-12T14:32:00.003+08:00

It's great experience to study abroad, learning to take care of yourself without relying on your parents anymore.
Now, I can say out loud that I'm no longer an infant.
I would like to first of all thank my parents for bring me to this world,
and thank God for creating me and giving me the opportunity to see this world.

Nonetheless, studying in a completely new environment is not as easy as I thought,
The most prominent difference between my home country and Australia is the weather,
the weather is killing me indeed.
It's autumn in Australia, but it feels like winter, despite the fact that I still cant see snow now. It's in the middle of Autumn now, the leaves starting changing colour and falling down.
A sudden gust of cold wind makes me shiver.

I went to Sydney during Easter break. Sydney is awesome, a good place to find nice food in Australia, but I still think that Malaysian food is the best.
I miss my family, my home, Malaysian food,
and sometimes I even dream about my fat brother,
I'm wondering whether he is still holding his teddy bears all the day.haha.
and hopefully he dint steal my teddy bear that kept in a secret place by me before I came here.

These few weeks would be very hectic.
exams, assignments and I'm going to move to on campus soon.
Wondering whether I can move all my stuff in one day.
Perhaps I can concentrate on my studies when I'm staying on campus.

2010-05-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

I'm getting lazier to upload my blog,
well, the post will be a short one,
a very short one in fact.
recently, I'm busy with my coursework,
Assignments, quiz and final exams,
all of these things are in my head now.
Last time I used to spend around a few months to finish an assignment.
but now, 10 days to start and finish an assignment,
more than 1500 words essay.
and the thing is that there are no clear instructions.
we have to come with your own ways in terms of structuring, writing your essays.
trust, it's not an easy job.

Getting away from studies,
Uni life is awesome generally,
I get to know a lot of people from different countries and learn some interesting things and heard some interesting facts that I never heard about.
Well, I have to start doing my assignment,
to be continued.

2010-02-11T20:43:00.005+08:00

2010-02-11T20:00:00.002+08:00

Finally, everything is settled though I have been late for one week.
It feels so good when I got my student visa on Monday,around 2pm.
I was very upset last week as I was too worried about my student visa,
and I missed my flight on last Sunday, 7 February.
I was so depressed when I thought of my friends going Aussie last Sunday,
there went there as a group, 12 of them.

I felt like crying when I got my student visa,happy tears
I have been waiting for its arrival for three weeks.
I'm grateful though it has come late for 22 hours.
The late arrival of my visa causes me to travel alone on this Saturday.
It's time for me to be brave and independent,
I have grown up and should act as an adult.
Although this would be my very first time go overseas,
I do believe I can do it all by myself.
In fact, my family and friends are always in my mind,
and I know that I AM NOT ALONE.

This reminds me of my trip to Klang on 27 January,
I was lost when I was on the way to find my X-roomate in Klang,
and I met a weird person whom taught me the wrong way to KL Central,
He looks like a bad person and followed me.
Well, maybe I was too suspicious.
That was my first time to Masjid Jemeeh.
After asking so many people, I found the way to KL central,
and I reached Klang safe and sound.
Joo Ann's mom brought me and Florence to eat Bak Kuk Teh,
which was super delicious.
Thank you Joo's Mom for the treat ^^
We went to one of the shopping malls in Klang and met Joo's friends.
Oh and there are too many first times for me,
my first time to BBQ Plaze and my first time saw Huey Ching got so excited when she saw rainbow.
Thanks Joo for the treat again.

We had a meeting with JPA on the next day.
I met Faiz, Ash and Lan after the meeting.
Finally, I went to Casa Subang apartment.
Thanks Faiz for the ride.
I had Keow Tiao Kung Fu and Teh Ice Bandung for my supper.
Thanks Jocinda for allowing to stay in your unit for one night ^^
I'm very lucky because I have all of you.
When I reached Casa, I realized that I left my tower in Joo's house and my JPA bag in Faiz's car.
I lost my Maybelline brown eye liner and lips gross somewhere.I'm very careless.

I met Wei Jie, Anggum and Ian on the next day,
they stayed at YMCA hotel which is located near KL Central.
Then we had breakfast in the hotel and lunch in Lot 10.
Oh, there are too many choice in Lot 10,
and all food looks nice and delicious.
I spent around 15 minutes to decide what to eat.Haha
I spent 9 ringgit on an apple juice.

On the next day, my relatives came to my house.
Tua Ee and 2 Ee visited me on last last Saturday and they gave me Ang Paos,smirk**
I went out with the very talkative guy Sim Kay Seng,
well, should I call you Sim or Seng leh, huh?
I dont mind you reading my blog but dont talk about my blog in front of me,lol.
I went to watched Ju You's show and he sings very well but there is still room for improvement.
AND there was a guy who stepped on my foot and spoilt my slippers.
Actually I was okay with that but the problem is that he did not feel bad about this and this made me very angry.
Well, luckily my slippers is of good quality and can be fix.haha

To be continued..................................

2010-02-04T10:15:00.003+08:00

I have no mood to update my blog in these few weeks,
I have been worrying about this and that,
and now I'm facing the greatest challenge,
my student visa is granted yet.
Besides student visa, my accommodation is not settled yet.
It can be said that all important things are not settled yet.
I hate the Australian Department of Immigration and Citizenship for taking so long time to progress my student visa,
I hate the Adventist Hospital for being so irresponsible and bring so much troubles to me,
they said they are going to charge me again if I ask them to send my medical results to Australia again.
I hate myself the most for being so unlucky.

My flight is confirmed, on 7 February, this Sunday, 10.40pm,
but I am not sure whether I can fly on that day,
I cant fly without a valid student visa,
I cant imagine what would happen if I miss my flight,
besides cant go there with my friends, I might miss my orientation,
I have to pay a huge sum of money to buy flight ticket and so on.
It's awful to think about this.

I was supposed to visit my relatives in these few days and do my last shopping,
but because of my student visa,
I have no mood to do anything except sit in front of my laptop and telephone,
waiting for any response from the Department of Immigration,
I wonder what takes them so long to grant my student visa,
They should be very effective and they do,
but not for me.
All of my friends got their student visas within one week,
and those whom applied later than me have got their student visas,
without any problems.
They should not take longer than three weeks to process student visas
and they have to understand that our courses will commence soon.
They should be more considerate.

I could not sleep well these few days as I'm very worried about it,
we fly too early and I do not have much time to prepare,
yesterday I had a dream, a sweet dream indeed,
I dreamed that I got my student visa today.
However, when I log in and my status remains the same.
I have done everything I can do,
called Taylor's placement, called my panel doctor, called Australian High Commission in KL, faxed, emailed to them,
but I have not figure out the main problem for the delay,
I was told that my medical results have been referred to Australia,
but why did they refer to Australia,
I asked my panel doctor and he said everything was okay,
I'm normal.
That's ridiculous, man.
Perhaps I would be so mad if my flight is in next week,
but JPA has already confirmed with us the flight time and date,
it's on this Sunday or after two days.

2010-01-22T21:05:00.003+08:00

Finally, I have done my medical checkup,
It was kind of last minute thing,
I was told to do the checkup on Monday,
but I insisted that we should call them again and try to finish it as soon as possible,
I've been suffering from those checkups.
It was not pain but I was so upset with what had happened.
My dad called the Adventist Hospital yesterday
and told them that I had to complete my checkup by next week,
to my surprise, they asked us to do the checkup yesterday.
I told them the same thing before but they insisted that I could not do the mantoux test yesterday,
but now they said the different thing again.
We spend around RM 500 to complete both checkups for visa and JPA,
compared to those people who did in Tung Shin Hospital RM 300
I have wasted RM 200 due to my stupid mistake.
Well, it's ok for me as long as I can complete my checkup in time.

I felt like aimless in these few days,
nope, in these two months,
I have nothing to do other than watching tv for a few hours,
online, read a few pages of novel, read some news and sleep.
I just realized that my life is boring,
When I'm filling up the form from JPA,
There is a question asks me to list down my SAHABAT KARIB=best friends whom know me more than five years,
I could not think of anyone,
I realized that actually I do not have many friends.

2010-01-20T23:43:00.003+08:00

I was so mad at The Adventist Hospital today,
it's a long story.
it starts on Monday,
the appointment mistake gave me a bad impression of that hospital,
I understand that I could not blame them
but I do think that they are responsible for this mess.
who was the person who answered my call on last Friday?
She asked me to go on 18 at 2pm,
when I went there yesterday, they told me that there was no record of my appointment,
I'm 100% certain that I did make the appointment and the lady knew that I wanted to do my checkup online.

Well, I thought it would be convenient to do medical checkup for Jpa in a government hospital near my house because it's easier for me to collect the report,
I woke up early in the morning, around 7 in the morning,
waited for half an hour to be told that I have to wait 2 weeks to get the blood test results.

I was very lost at that moment,
everything did not turn out according to my plan,
and due to my stupidity, I have screwed up EVERYTHING,
I have to waste RM 180.
Finally, I decided to do my checkup in the same hospital that I went day before yesterday and they are going to charge me for the same tests that I did.
That's still okay.

The worst thing is that I celled Adventist Wellness Center yesterday and told them that I wanted to do Urine test, X-ray, Mantoux test and blood test,
the girl asked me to go tomorrow,
but when I called them today,
the other lady said I could not go there tomorrow because it takes 3 days to get the Mantoux test result,
I have to go the hospital to show them my arm after 3 days,
the problem is that they are not working on weekends,
that means I have to delay my checkup till next Monday,
the pre-departure briefing most probably is on 28 Jan,
that is so rush,man !
why cant they tell me earlier about the Mantoux thing,
so that I could go to do the checkup today or yesterday.
Luckily I called them today,
if not I will go there and be disspointed again,
and the lady who picked up my phone yesterday told me that I did not need to make any appointment to do the checkup which is actually not true.

How come some of them are so improffesional.
This caused me had an argument with my dad this afternoon,
he always says those stupid things,
if he is so clever, he should call them in the first instance.
Finally, he called them and confirm that my appointment is on Monday.
SO stupid, today is the day which I was really very angry.
Angry at me because I did not plan everything carefully,
angry at the some staffs at the hospital who always say different things.

2010-01-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

It's really annoying,
how can someone with Diabetes, eats so much sweet stuff,
soft drinks, Ais kacang, sweet biscuits and so on

2010-01-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

It's an awful experience to do student visa check-up in Adventist Hospital,
The most funny thing was that I did not know the name of the hospital which I used to pass by many times,
The Adventist Hospital is very near my high school,
walking distance from my secondary school,
and I used to pass by it when I went to One Stop shopping complex,
We wasted around half an hour looking for the hospital,
and I was wondering how the hospital would look like.

Apart from being lost, I faced another challange,
I made an appointment last friday and the lady asked to come today at 2pm.
When I reached the hospital, I felt that I was such a fool,
I did not know the name of the hospital that I came before.
I went to reception and waited,
we were transferred to Wellness Center by a club car,
it was my very first time rode a club car,

However, I was told that I did not make any appointment even though I made an appointment on friday,
I was surprised by the 'effectiveness' of this private hospital,
Luckily I told them that it was urgent and I was going to fly soon,
I know that I cannot afford to wait until 26 January,
After being through all the processes,
To my surprise, it was done,
I thought I could not do my medical checkup today.
The checkup cost me RM 180, 4 hours, breakfast and lunch,
I did not eat anything in the morning because I thought I was not supposed to eat anything before checkup.
I ended up being too hungry when I came home.
Although I had to wait for a long time to complete my checkup,
the nurses there are friendly.

By the way, I have to do another checkup for Jpa,
I will do it in government hospital near my house.
GOOD LUCK TO ME....

2010-01-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

It's Saturday night and I'm listening UP from The Saturdays.
I love that song very much but the lyrics seem a little bit cruel
'If you lose then you know, you're just a little bit slow, I only go up'
hmmm.it sounds like THEY don't care about others and keep going up.

Anyway, let's talk about something exciting.
I went out with my high school friends yesterday,
it was Liu Yan's idea to have such gathering.
She was quite emotional but her face did not show that indeed.
She was calm and it seemed like nothing had happened.
I always think that she is strong and always think positively.

all the girls have changed a lot.they become prettier and slimmer.
they All like supermodels.WOooo...
we had our lunch at Wong Kok.
I ordered Cheese baked spaghetti as I LOVE cheese
but it was not very delicious.
we spent around an hour at Borders.
Guess what, we did not read at there but we chatted.
I felt quite sorry for disturbing those who're reading at there ^^

After bidding goodbye to all the girls,
I went to meet my sister,
She was looking for new year clothes but she ended up buying nothing.
She was with her best friend,who loves to eat Sushi.

Seconds,hours, so many days,
I've been at home watching TV, online and fiddling away my time
Planning to do something meaningful but I have no ideas what should I do.

I had a quarrel with my brother this afternoon,
he blamed me for uploading his UGLY photos.
I was really mad at him just now as he kept bothering me and asking me to delete those photos.
he's annoying, man.
I helped him to upload photos because he does not know how to upload photos,
and now he's complaining that he looks ugly in those photos,
WTF. And he does not how to delete his photos on facebook.haha..

A day full of merriness

2010-01-06T23:02:00.003+08:00

I yelled :'' YES!'' when I read the e-mail from Taylor's Placement,
ANU,here I come..
After weeks of waiting and wonders,
Finally JPA has confirmed our placements.
Undeniable, JPA is a snail,
it took almost one month to confirm our placements.
Time is gold, we have wasted so much time,
and in 10 days time, those who are going to BOND university have to bid goodbye to their families and friends,javascript:void(0)
I feel pity for those Chinese who are not able to celebrate Chinese New Year with their families(assuming they will not waste thousand of ringgit to buy flight tickets back to Malaysia),
Even though it's great to go Australia and celebrate our CNY with ANG MAOS,
it's better to celebrate with families and enjoy Malaysian food.
Hopefully, I can celebrate CNY here and get many Ang Paos.

2010-01-02T21:42:00.004+08:00

This is my first post in 2010.
2010 is a good year and a good number.
New year heralds new resolutions.
Let's start with my resolutions:

1. Get better results
2. On diet,Be slim
3. Be talkative and make new friends
4. Be rich,dont overspend
5. All of us stay healthy and happy

Actually, the most important thing
and all I want is my family stays healthy,
I'm not that kind of person who will tell people directly how I feel,
I'm not easily to show and tell my feelings to others,
I prefer to keep my feelings to my self,
I will try to disguise and pretend so that other will not know what I'm thinking.

Sometimes, I hate myself and feel disgusted with myself
because I dont even dare to say I LOVE YOU to my family,
I just cant do that but I know that my family know and understands that.
After a few weeks, I'm going to bid goodbye to my family,
this time I dont know it will take me how long to return home.
Hopefully when I'm not home, everyone can stay healthy and happy.

I had a boring New Year's eve,
my sister went out with her friends and left me at home
see,this is what happens when your siblings have their partners.
but not all people are like that,
it's just my sister who thinks friends are more important than family.
Brother is better, I guess.
at least brother is caring and protective and always cares sisters.
haha..but there are exceptions too.

I cooked spaghetti again on New Year's eve
actually I'm getting bored cooking spaghetti,
but I think this would be the last time I cook spaghetti until I come back.
I met primary school friends on 1.1.2010.
We went to Queenbay and had fun.
We attended a lesson about diamond and crystal.
Hui Yin was looking for necklace and there was a salesman who was damn friendly
taught us diamond stuff and he talked alot, man.
Between, he is a good guy indeed.
he said he almost proposed to his X-GF who was an excellent student,
one of the top students in Malaysia,
but due to some reason, he failed..
It seems true but I have learned dont believe in anyone.
so just simply listen.
haha..

Recently, I'm suffering from insomnia,
can't sleep until 3 in the morning.
Last night,I could not sleep until 4 in the morning
Perhaps, I wake up too late and this causes me to sleep late.
Hopefully, I can sleep earlier today,
Sleep is fundamental to good face.
haha

2009-12-29T17:12:00.003+08:00

OMG. I got a neck sprain, it's hurt.
It's hard to turn my head and it's pain to do so.
I think I hurt my neck while I was sleeping.
Hopefully I could recover soon.
I dont want go to see a doctor.

Today is another boring day,
I'm really curious what others are doing while waiting for confirmation letter.
I still haven known which University I'm heading.
Besides waiting, I can do nothing.

I feel like I'm wasting my time at home.
I really hope I could do something meaningful.
but what should I do?
I plan to bring my brother to watch a movie tomorrow.
and treat him Mc Donald's Prosperity Burger.

New Year is coming,
I wanted go to Queensbay and count down,
but since nobody wants to accompany me,
I'm compelled to cancel my plan.
I think I will be at home on that day.

I really miss college life,
I miss Casa Subang, my room, the food,and my friends.
2009 was a wonderful year.
This year is the first year my friends celebrated my birthday,
I was really shock and touched.
Even though I was sick on my birthday,
I had great moments with my friends.

There was one time while I was informed that I was chosen to be interviewed by Maybelline, a cosmetic company,
Diyana and Alin accompanied me there,
They are my best friends.
We went to a TV3 station, which is next to One Utama.
It was my first experience to be interviewed in front of cameras,
and I was really nervous.
Although I did not manage to enter the final,
I am glad because I had given the chance to learn something that cant be learned from books.

2009-12-27T21:51:00.006+08:00

Well, let's talk about Christmas,
I had a lonely Christmas indeed.
I did cook spaghetti for my family but not all of them ate my spaghetti
and my spaghetti did not taste very nice on that day,
maybe I should not add garlic.

I still remember last year Christmas,
I went to count down at Gurney with my sister and Jia Xin
Actually last year, I felt bored too.
I still can recall what I said to my sister.
I asked her why she did not have friends to accompany her to celebrate Christmas,
and asked her go to find her friends,
last year she did not have so many friends.
Things have changed now,
She has made a lot of friendships since she moved to new company.
Now,she always hangs out with her friends.

On the day of Christmas, everyone had to work.
My dad had to complete his work.
I got really anxious because he had not come back home till 12 midnight
My sister and I went to find him,
and I was worried that my dad would involve in any accident.
I just realized that all I want for Christmas is my family.

Yesterday, I went to Air Itam with my Baby sitter,
she wants to go out and wander around,
so she asked to accompany me,
actually she asked me out many times before
but I rejected because I was too lazy to go out.
We had breakfast at there but to be honest the food there was not delicious.

2009-12-22T21:18:00.004+08:00

Tomyam Fried Rice
@ by Yuki Hoe

Keropok Ikan from Queensbay Mall.
It was yummy and cheap compared to KL.RM2 per pack.

That day was a rainy day.
The litter in the street makes me feel ashamed being a Penangite.

Went out with high school friends.
To be exact, form four classmates.
They have changed a lot.
All becomes so pretty and mature.
We must keep in touch ^^

It has been a month I came back Penang. I dint find my friends in Penang once I got back
but managed to meet some friends last week.
As Feng wanted to go Genting to see her idol, Lam Feng,
she wished to meet us before she go there.
We went to Shua Shua Le eat steamboat, I love its Tomyam, really awesome
After that, I went to visit my cousins in Pragin Mall.
One of my cousins has changed a lot,
perhaps in adverse way.

Hmm, I was quite busy these few days,
making preparations,
and went to visit my relatives.
I have to accompany my ex-Baby sitter to Air Itam day after tomorrow,
actually I'm very lazy to go but I have no choice,
she needs me, haha.

Yup, on Sunday I went out with Ah Long, Tat and Guan.
They are all my old friends, haven seen them for years.
We had our lunch in a toilet, a restaurant next to the cinema,
my stomach was exploded as I ate a lot that day.
We watched New Moon because there were no more ticket for Avatar.
One misconception that I had,
I thought Avatar was cartoon but it's not.haha.
but I dont know it's name even though I had visited that restaurant for a few times.
Christmas is coming, let's celebrate it with an open and happy heart.

2009-12-14T16:30:00.005+08:00

Hello, Yuki Hoe is back,
I am having super long holidays now,
waiting for my results.

I went to Taiping day before yesterday,
with Sister Annie and aunt,
it was fun and I felt better after having an outing like this.
Being at home all the time would drive me crazy.
Sometimes, it is good to go out and get fresh air.
Actually the people that I interact with during these few weeks are just my mom,dad,sister and brother as I stay at home all the day.
my laptop has become my best friend from now on,
planning to do so charity work but dont know where to start as my ability is limited.

Nowadays, the weather is killing me,
damn hot,man
the weather makes me feel disgusted and irritated.
So, what can I do at my home
watching TV, online, dreaming,
seeing my fatty little brother whose eyes have glued to his computer.
he plays online games for 12 hours and the rest 12 hours is for sleeping.
this life is really sucks.
but it's good for him doing nothing,
but not for me.

Nonetheless, I'm too lazy to work.
I'm get bored doing the same job,
asking me sitting at the counter and waiting for customers,
is equal to torturing me,
even though I had get used to it before.
Planning to learn English as my english really sucks.
But there is no English tuition center near my house.

Planning to learn to cook but I'm too lazy to go to my aunt's house.
all comes with a reason 'lazy'
lazy could kill people,man!
this morning I cooked a simple breakfast for me and my little brother.
I spent around an hour in the kitchen.
the results were 2 plates of breakfast.

Christmas is coming soon,
last year Christmas was kinda boring.
I spent my Christmas with my elder sister and Jia Xin.
I plan to call my friends and celebrate together but I am afraid that they already have appointments with their darlings.
Among my friends, it's just me haven found my Mr. Right.
Alah, single means freedom lol.
haha..
anyways, Merry Christmas to all of you.

that's me

2009-12-11T12:25:00.003+08:00

1. Love
" No matter what happens, I will always love you. "
Life is so strange, full of miracles
As fate would have it,
he and she met in an occasion and fell in love with each other,
as time passes, the relationship between them seems become closer.
Nevertheless, when it's time to further their studies in overseas,
I wonder would their relationship be affected by this?!

Sometimes I'm afraid of being in a relationship in this age,
and this is one of the reasons why I prefer to be single now,
looking at my friends being entered in a relationship,
I'm glad and envy because they have found someone meant to them,
someone to take care of them,
share joys and tears with them.
but I wonder what would happen if they are forced
to leave each other because of studies and other reasons.
Do long distance relationships work?

Love is a riddle.
Love makes people cry.
Loves makes people laugh.
I have seen my friend who has a boy friend in overseas.
even though it would hard for her to accept that,
she could maintain their relationship

2. Friendship
Could anyone say friends are not important?
Friends are my precious,
without them, my life will not become splendid.
I can't live without them.
Although I don't have a lot friends because I'm not a talkative person,
I appreciate all of them who bring joys to my life.
On the last day of BTN, I cried
I haven cried for few months but my tears washed my face yesterday.
On the last day of BTN, while seeing everyone shaking hands,hugging,
that moment was sad and memorable.
Maybe it would the last time I could see them.

BTN was awesome and fun,
I enjoyed the course so much,
Even though there are many controversies surrounding it,
saying it brainwashes people,
incites racial hatred,
discourages unity and etc.
I had witnessed and experienced the course
and now I'm 100% sure that Tanjung Rhu, Sepang camp
is not the same as what they have said.
Instead we have learned to be united,
to be more patriotic and gained experience,
know more friends and understand them better,
share our feelings, views and opinions,
discuss issues surrounding us,
it's a valuable experienced indeed.

Nevertheless, BTN is not without its costs,
the building in Tanjung Rhu is quite new and well maintained,
the food was not bad and facilitators are kind and helpful
they are caring, worrying about whether we get enough food,
whether we can accept food over there,
and prepare other food for those who don't take beef,
one day six meals,
I must admit that I have gained weight after attending the camp.

One thing to complain is that the hostel does not have heater,
I have difficulty bath with cold water in the early morning and late night,
double decker bed is still acceptable for me
it's good as the classrooms are new and air-conditioned,
but the classrooms are kinda dirty.

Actually I'm jealous of some people's ability to interact with people,
Unlike me who just stays quite all the time.
but I can't change that because that's me
who is quite, shy, serious and rarely talks.
As a Gemini, I do agree with all the characteristics described by books,
I agree that I have two personalities,
dislike unchanged lifestyle.
sometimes, I'm very active
but occasionally I will be very quite and passive.
that's who am I,
who is Yuki Hoe Chai Yeun.

I plan to do charity work during this long holiday,
does anyone have any suggestions?

awesome year

2009-11-24T13:18:00.004+08:00

It's a long story.
1post is just not enough for me to finish my life story at Taylor'
I'm glad because I was given the chance to study there
Although it is not easy being a scholar,
I enjoyed myself during this one and a half years.
I studied hard while not forgetting to play till 'crazy'

I'm not a talkative girl,
in fact I'm quite shy to talk in front of people.
That's why I'm always being neglected.
standing at the corner while watching others interacting
perhaps I still have not get used to this kind of environment.

My prom night was just a mess.
I was busying packing my stuff.
and busy with exams.
I was late for prom and dint dare to do what I wanted to do.
I was such a coward.haha.
I had my first dance with Aiz.
To be honest, I never danced before.
It felt so weird dancing with guy
Luckily the hall was quite dark,
I believe that my face was as red as tomato.
And please, dont ask me to look at guy's eyes.
I am just too shy to do all of this. haha
It's a good and wonderful experience indeed.
thanks to my friend.

After prom, they had their own small farewell party at 20th floor.
They drank beer which I hate.
Some of them were drunk and said something weird while some were still awake after cups of beer.
I did my last minute packing and managed to catch the 4.45am bus to LCCT.
A tiring, exciting and short night.

The next day, we headed to Penang, my hometown
Even though I dint sleep the night before the trip,
I was able to lead them in Penang.
But the time when we reached Bukit Bendera,
everyone's tiredness was shown on their faces.
We visited Fort cornwallis, museum, Kek Lok Si and Penang Hill on the first day.
It was the first time I went to Fort Cornwallis and the museum.
Perhaps I had visited them when I was young but I have already forgotten.

The second day of the trip was J9's beach day.
Thanks to the weather, we had wonderful time at Batu Ferringi beach.
It was the first time I played Banana Boat.
It was fun but not as exciting as I thought.
Sadly, I dint had the chance to swim,
I miss swimming and red box.
Sorry joyce because dint go to red box with you.
We went to Gurney Plaza and had our dinner at Seoul Garden.
Our stomachs were exploded but I was the last who was defeated.
I'm so proud of myself.wakakaz.
But after that. I must try hard to diet.
You guys should see Yat's belly when he was full.
it was so funny. I thought he could eat a lot.
However, out of expectation, he ate so little and was the first one who complained that he was very full.
well, maybe it was not a wise choice to go to steambot

At night we had Domino's Pizza for dinner.
yummy. It was freaking cold there.
the breeze made me feel sick
Some of them, to be specific, joyce TIng and maggie were so eager to share with us their ghost stories.
No thanks, the rest of us were so scared to hear any ghost stories.

Sher Rin had scandal with Jie Hui,
can you believe that?!
Joyce and Maggie were crazy because of that.
Poor Diyana was sick on that day.
She was too tired and dint get enough sleep.
Her anata is going to kill me...

The third day, which was the last day of Penang trip, the last day I was J9's tour guide.
We headed to Pulau Jerejak, an island full of history.
I dint have good impression of that island as I was bitten by mosquitoes when I went there two years ago.

the first time I played flying Fox.wall climbing.
so many first times.yoo hoo...
I was quite disappointed because I dint finish the wall climbing.
My phone fell while I was climbing and distracted me.
I love my phone so much.
luckily my phone still can be used ^^
It was drizzling on that day.
Nevertheless, it dint stop us from running our activities.

I met a guy at there.
Alyn told me that there was a guy kept looking at me while we were on the island.
maybe I look like his sister or friend or whoever.
Actually I also noticed that but I thought I was too sensitive.
He is quite good looking but we dint have the chance to talk.
after that, we were separated.
But as a guy, he should be interested in Lih Fern and Joan first, not me.
it doesnt matter now, it is now a history.

I wanted to bring them to Pasar Malam
but due to time constraint, they chose not to go to pasar malam.
I sent them to the airport and waved goodbye to all my beloved friends.
after that, I fell sick, fever and stomach ache.

2009-11-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

Time flies. After one and a half year, it's time to bid good bye to SAM, to Taylor's, to Casa Subang, to hectic KL, to my beloved friends.
It was too fast. Exams, prom and Penang trip. all came and ended too fast.
last year I went to Taylor's with 3 trolleys of things.
now I came back penang with 6 trolleys of things.
it was just amazing. I dint realise I have so many things until the day I moved out from casa.

This year is so awesome, I have learned many things.
i got a chance go to TV3 station, had the experience being interviewed in front of camera.
thanks to Maybelline.
I feel very grateful because I have my friends who stand with me through thick and thin.

2009-10-09T20:16:00.005+08:00

For the past two weeks, many things had happened.
First of all, we got back our results, they are better than I had expected.
There are 3more weeks to go before exams,
Even though 3 weeks are not enough to revise all things I have learned,
I do believe that I can make it with determination.

Ash, one of my friends, and his housemates organised a BBQ party on last tuesday,
Actually I felt quite boring at there as I'm not close with most of the people even though I know them.
I'm so shy to talk to strangers,
I'm quite weak at interaction with others.

My good friend, Alin and her housemates organised an open house
I was invited as it was in Casa,
There was a lot of food and the open house was very successful.
After the open house, we went to Kenny's birthday celebration,
Although I'm not close with him,
I went to the celebration as I felt quite boring that day.
They went to his unit at 12am and he seemed did not surprised at all about our arrival.
Anyways, the next day I was quite sleepy
as I slept around 1 am on that day to finish my economic essay.

I feel that Dr. Santha is getting better now,
she does not use words that hurt us anymore,
in fact she makes me believe that I can do ESL if I work hard.
I dont want to disappoint her and hopefully I will not.

Last saturday, I went to Sungai Wang with Joyce,
our favorite singer JJ Lim came Malaysia to celebrate the Moon cake Festival with Malaysians.
We were very disappointed indeed as the concert suck.
The big screen was not used for its purpose,
the VIP zone was too far away from the stage,
in fact people from both sides could see clearer and better than
people standing in the middle of the stage.
I was so excited to see Liu Li Yang, a female singer,
I love her and she is so pretty and handsome.
The concert finished around 11.30pm,
we knew that taking cap would cost us around RM 60,
luckily we still could get RM 45 to get back our hostel,
One person had to pay RM 22.50,
a considerable amount,
and I think it's not worth to go there and see such concert
wasting my precious time and money.

One more thing,
I'm very broke now,
uncontrolled spending during these few weeks makes me "bankrupt"
I still have to buy my RM70 heels,
perhaps I will buy it next month,
as the money from my parents will come soon to rescue me

2009-09-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

Well, they are better than I expected,
I mean my results.
Even though there is only one A,
other Bs are still ok for me,
the saddest thing is that I dont get A for my accounting,
just 1.5 marks I can get an A,
haiz, I will always remember this and I will work hard for finals.

my results are my motivations,
I will work harder and no more shopping and online,
probably I will lock my laptop to avoid me from wasting time online ^^
there is an open house tomorrow in Ash's house,
never been any open house before,
hopefully it will be fun ^^

2009-09-27T20:25:00.002+08:00

Today was fun, Red Box, I missed you so much.
I had not been Red Box for a few months and today I got a chance to let my throat moved.
I went to Red Box with Benny, an half 'Banana'(sorry to say so).
He does not know how to read chinese but can speak Chinese well, what a weird person.
He asked me to translate some lyrics and I think it was just weird,
but seriously it was fine for me, don't feel sorry for it.
The food in Red Box is not food,
in fact it was quite nice,
we should go to try next time.

After spending 2 hours in Red Box,
we went to watch a movie,
A Perfect Getaway,
I wanted to watch Tsunami but it was full,
we had no choice and watched A perfect getaway,
Actually I don't like the movie,
it is quite boring but not bad.
There were very few people watched that movie
The cinema was full of people especially couples.
There was a dance competition at the ground floor,
it is organised by Astro, i guess.

I bought two yummy muffins,
1 for dinner and the other one for breakfast.
Just now was quite scary,
I came back hostel alone and there was a boy who seemed following me.
I was not scared cause that day does not look like a bad guy,
when we were in the bus, it seemed like he was looking at me,
and he followed me back to hostel and finally I knew what he stays here as well.
At last he passed me and went ahead.
I think I was too sensitive,
but next time I have to come back earlier to prevent anything bad from happening.

tomorrow I will go to college again,
feel so lazy to go to college
and the results,
mama mia, I don't want to accept the ugly truth,
anyway I have to work hard after this.
I have been looking for prom dress and haven got any idea what type of dress I want to buy.
but the very first thing I must do is to on diet.

OMG, I hate those who play firecracker,
I think I might get heart attack if I stay here longer,
why people like to play firecracker?!

My unit is very very dirty,
All the people are so selfish(including me)
but sometimes if you do too much and the others will keep bullying you
I have to admit I rarely do house chore but I do,
cleaning my unit sometimes.
But dont you think that those who use the place have more responsibility to clean that place,
even though the others who do not use that place need to clean it.
Nonetheless, there are some people who use the place and do not clean the place.
The rubbish also, can't somebody go to throw it.
last time when I threw the rubbish,
there were small worms.
it was stinky, disgusting.
why we cant have a gotong royong thing or any event to clean our unit together,
Nick and Mariam, I feel sorry for every time you guys have to clean our unit,
but dont you think we have to talk about this thing.
we have to clean our unit together not just you guys.
we have to discuss together

Untitled

2009-09-24T15:08:00.002+08:00

Well.it was a boring outing with my high school classmate + good friend.
We went to watch The Final Destination, the scariest and disgusting movie I ever seen,
even though I watched the previous "Final Destination"s which caused me had nausea.

I was very disappointed as many of my friends could not go out yesterday,
even the one who lives very near queensbay could not make it.
I was upset and sad.
Nonetheless, there was one of my friends who could make it and I really appreciate it ^^
Going back College soon, there are few more days to go.
I want to learn to bake Bahulu before I go back.
Gambeteh....

2009-09-21T10:42:00.003+08:00

Finally, I'm in Penang again.
After trial exam, I think 1 week holiday is a gift for me.
I need to rest even though I dint really study hard for the exam.
I can see that some people really studied hard for the trial and this makes me feel guilty
After holiday, I have to accept the ugly truth,
Nonetheless, I would be more hard working after that.

Yesterday was Jun You's birthday,
He is a nice guy and kind hearted.
Even though I'm not close with him but I went to his birthday party,
I felt like I shouldn't go there.
I felt so shy and nothing to do when I was there.
Looking at strangers and standing at the corner were what I did last night.
Jia Xin, an old friend seems be more happier.
But I dont know how she feels.

I went to Queensbay yesterday.
Looking for dress.
End of November we will have a prom night.
I still haven found any dress that suits me.
and have to buy mask, heels and so on.
I went to chopper board and drank the soup.
It was really delicious indeed.
I could not find any chopper board Shop in KL.
and I miss the soup so much.
Yummy

Open school

2009-08-23T20:37:00.002+08:00

Today I broke my record, I dint sleep for the whole night.
OMG, Hoe Chai Yeun, this was your first time,
I never thought that I could make it, but I did indeed,
I dint sleep not because of insomnia but because of DRAMA,
And I managed to finish that after 15 hours non-stop watching,
However I looked pale because of that,
I slept around 11 in the morning and woke up in the afternoon and continued sleeping until night.

Tomorrow, I have to go college again,
I'm excited but also sad at the same time,
I have no motive being in college,
study or any other thing.

THe noisy couple came back today,
making noices,
sometimes I really cant stand them but I have to,
cause I respect them, they are my friends
even though they might not think the same thing.
haiz.life is not easy,
living with someone who come from different world,
it is going very hard for me to cope with this.
But I have to, and I can, I guess.

2009-08-14T00:56:00.003+08:00

This week is full of merriness. Moot court followed by charity carnival, these two are the best events in this year. I had fun indeed even though it took time to prepare. Been a florist in the R v Fernado case 2009 was fun and exciting. Been a hair sprayer is the best profession I ever tried. I was florist and hair stylist in this week.

Charity carnival held on 12 July is one the best events organised by Taylor's University College. Every class sold different things and offered different services. The most important thing is that we are able to get experience and at the same thing we are doing something that is meaningful. Hunter house was fun but I almost had sore throat as I screamed all the way in the room. It was not scary but the girls in front kept screaming so we just followed suit.

J9 offered tattoo and hair spray services and sold donut. Tattoo was the most popular service among others and hair spray which I was in charge of was quite popular but RM 2 per colour is just too cheap. I should charge Rm3 instead of Rm2. Today I had fever for few hours. Luckily I am feeling better now. If not, I think I have to skip tomorrow's classes. Tomorrow is the last day and holidays are coming soon. I am going back Penang and cant wait to see my chubby brother, pretty sister and my loving parents. ^^

Holiday

2009-06-03T13:53:00.005+08:00

It seems like years I haven't uploaded my blog. I am really busy recently. After the exam, i was totally exhausted. Even thought I spent a lot of time preparing for the exam, sadly I didn't perform that well in the exam. Maybe I don't have the luck when come to exams. What makes me so upset was I couldn't finish my ESL letter. Dr.Santha would kill me after the holiday. I did really bad for all subjects. I should be more hardworking and stop chatting on MSN. This is my promise.

Well. Music Club organised a Classical & Jazz charity concert and it was held on 7th May. After spending around 3 months organising the concert, it was finally held in Purple Box Theater. We are proud to say that we managed to make a profit and it will be contributed to two charitable organisations. Undeniably, we faced some obstacles when organising the concert but we managed to solve all the problems. I would like to thanks everyone who supported the concert. The concert was fantastic and the performances were wonderful indeed.

I went to a court located in Shah Alam on 25th May. Actually, I thought it would quite interesting to go court cause it will the place I will work at in the future. However, it was such a boring trip. We had heard five cases but most of that are preliminary hearings. I was quite embarrassed while I entered the Syariah Court. I didn't know that girls without tudung cannot get in Syariah Court. The policewoman in charged asked me out and she told me that. I felt sorry and embarrassed as I did two mistakes. The 1st one was I sat on the wrong place. Ladies and guys are seated separately, girls are seated on the left whilst guys are seated on the right. I accidentally sat on the right. Everyone was looking at me at that time and I didn't even know what's wrong with me. 2nd thing is that girls must wear tudung. To conclude, it was a damn boring trip indeed.

During the holiday, I spent all my time at home. No body asks me out, no body concerns whether I'm back. At the same time I'm lazy to contact my friends. Thus, I just went out with my family and watching TV all the day.Tomorrow is my dad's birthday, we planned to celebrate his birthday at one buffet restaurant but the plan was cancelled cause my mom needs to work on tomorrow. Thus, we will have steamboat at home tomorrow. I have been home for one week time and I have gained 1kg. My dad keeps cooking and I keep eating. I must on diet after I got back Casa.

recently

2009-04-22T21:47:00.006+08:00

Time flies, today is 1st of May, Labour Day. I feel like my life is meaningless. Friends?
Are they important. Yes, they are important. But am I a bad person that cause everyone hates me, dislikes me. That makes me sick indeed. Please please if I did something annoying just tell me. I do not like to guess. Think about what I have done that offend the other person and cause that people does not like talk with me. Now, I still do not know what is the problem

College life is hectic. Not because of academic but because of the people here. Sometimes you may find it is not easy to cope with different kinds of people especially people from different backgrounds. I thought college life would be fun, would be interesting but IT is not the thing I thought. Obstacles.... always knock my door,they will intrude in my life.

Sometimes I feel quite annoying what I have done. Undeniably, I am not a good person. I am rude, hot-tempered or anything else. But I am trying to change myself. Change to be a better person. ANyway, I do enjoy my life. I still have my friends who are always supporting me. And I would like say sorry for what I have done that offend you.

Let's change the topic, all of these sound so emo.Let's talk other thing..

LAst last last week was Chom's birthday. They bought cake and we celebrated his 19th birthday.
Happy Birthday again, Chom Chom. ^^ These few weeks I was very busy. Music CLub is organising a Classical & Jazz Charity Concert. Hopefully this can be a successful concert. I'm glad because I can get involved in organising this concert and this is a charity concert. Fund raised will be contributed to National Autism Society Organisation Malaysia and Ryan Well's Foundation.
I encourage you guys go to the concert cause it would be very enjoyable. Ticket fee is RM12, food and drinks are provided. It's on 7th May, Purple Box Threatre, ADP.

Vacation

2009-03-11T20:43:00.007+08:00

Yeepee. Finally, it is time for vacation. I went for shopping sprees on Friday and Saturday. On friday, I went to Sunway Piramid with Yee Pei, Siew Ting and Quji. Siew Ting and Yee Pei went to play bowling. I didn't join them because I didn't wear socks and I wanted to buy something. I bought two pair of shoes and a plain T-shirt. We went for steambot buffet in a nearby restaurant. We went with J11. I was the only one from J9. Felt like I'm betrayer. Would I charge for treason. Haha. I like the chicken wing the most. It was really nice. We devoured the foods in short time. The winner was Mei Ting. She ate a lot but she is the slimest among us.

I went to Mid Valley on Saturday and Bukit Tinggi on Sunday. I was totally exhausted. Anyway it was fun and I did enjoy myself at there. It took around one hour to reach Bukit Tinggi. It is near Genting and it is cold as Genting. I had been there when I was eleven but I have vague memory of it since it was years before. It felt like I went to two different countries in a day: Japan and France. We finished our tour at night. I stayed in my cousin sister's house and continued my shopping spree on monday in One utama. My short journey ended in Pasar Malam.

2009-03-07T00:05:00.005+08:00

After the exhausted week, I went to Red Box with Joyce Ting to release my stress. We sang 3 hours and had our dinner in one of the restaurants in Sunway Piramid. There was a nice restaurant which locate in Asian Avenue. The design is unique. It is like a ship and inside the 'ship', customers need to sit on the floor instead sitting on chairs. It is like Japanese culture where Japaneses like to sit on the floor and eat. I ordered Cheese Chicken Chop. At first, I complained the chicken was too small since its size was like half of the normal chicken chop. However, I was totally wrong. The small piece of chicken chop can kill me. I could not finish it. It was delicious especially the taste of the cheese. YUMMY. We spent around 1 hour at there.

Later on, we shopped around. Joyce bought a new bag, wallet, and jacket. All chosen by Yuki. Perhaps she would like it. I wanted to buy shoes but I could not find any I like. I'm ready for the coming shopping spree. Wakakaz

There was a SAM fiesta held on Thursday. It was a charitable event organised by student council and J11. Joo Ann stayed in Casa that day. Most of my classmates went there. It started around 6pm but I arrived there around 8pm. I went with Diyana and Irna. Before we got in the MPH, Irna reliased that she did not bring the ticket. I did not know whether is Diyana or Irna didn't bring her ticket. They called me go up first they will be there later. After hesitating for a minute, I decided go in first. Before I got in, I saw my lovely mentor, Dr. Santa. She was standing outside MPH. I was afraid because she does not allow students wear shorts. I wore shorts on that day and worrying that she would stop me. Out of expectation, she said 'nice makeup'. Haha. I was surprised. She was different on that day. She wanted me pass message to my classmated about the bus schedule at that night. That wasn't fun for me. I wasn't enjoy at there. I found myself standing alone all the night.

Music Nite

2009-02-21T20:57:00.004+08:00

I went to a music concert organised by Music Club. That was fun. Everybody performed very well. Despite, some of them need to improve especially in the part of singing. Their band either played too loud and covered the singer's voice or the singer sang not loud enough. I went with Joyce. Finally I had found someone accompanied me. I was worrying no people wanted go with me. I think she enjoyed the consert also. They served simple dinner. Guess what, that was really simple dinner:sandwich and fried rice.

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T19:31:00.009+08:00

I let the balloon fly to the sky.
I was looking at the sky whereas Kuhan posed perfectly
anticipating for shot

Edward and Joyce

The lion was looking at Nick.Haha

secret recipe

scary, horrible and ugly

the ugliest face in the world

Handsome guy. He will get every girl mesmerized. Haha.
OMG. I have nausea now.

Diyana and her friends. I am a stalker.wakaka.

Happy Valentine's day to everyone. Perhaps everyone would have great celebration with someone special. Even though I am not in any relationship. I did celebrate it with my friends. It was hilarious and great celebration. I went Sunway Piramid with Kuhan and Nick. We had our lunch at Pizza Hut. We saw Diyana and her friends there. I was looking at her for a long time but she did not recognise my existence at all. She was too engross in the conversation with her friends. She was having lunch with her formal schoolmates.

We had very full lunches and our stomachs were exploded. We wandered around until 6pm. Kuhan was the one bought the most and he bought her girl friend a special valentine day's present. So sweet.

Nick wore her Lolita dress. Envious full in my heart since she is so beauty with that dress. It is nice even though a little bit weird. Haha. I saw many couples walking around. It was so sweet. I wish every couple can stay together eternally and happily. Happy Valentine's Day again.

2009-02-14T10:31:00.003+08:00

Nothing special happened last week. College life is awesome and interesting. I have been known as hunter by my friends. That is really funny. AM I a hunter? Hunting for cute guys. Emm. Not really. I guess. Today is Valentine's Day. I wish everyone can celebrate it with the ones you love. Happy Valentine's Day.

2009-02-07T19:42:00.007+08:00

Mariam-who always looks sleepy and tired.

teddy bear

Malaysia Lolita
Nick looks nice and cute with this dress.

Suddenly I found out our girls' pictures from Liu Yan's Friendster. Our last gathering was on December, we celebrated Chin Chin's birthday at Red Box. We had fun there. All the girls change a lot especially their hair. Their hair is getting longer except mine one. Their hair makes me envy. They become prettier with longer hair and they do look gorgeous indeed.

Times are ticking away. I am growing bigger and older. Suddenly I am lost. I don't really know what am I doing so far. I am fiddling away my time, my youth. I should wake up right now. I should have dreams but don't day dreaming. I should start thinking which university I am going to apply.

Valentine's Day is coming. This year I'm going to celebrate alone like before. Next few weeks I would be very busy since there are many tests coming soon. All tests will contribute to SSABSA woo. Sounds scary. haha.

Yeap. I went for interview for the post of president of Student Council on Friday but sadly I'm not short listed for the election. Maybe the others are 100 times better than me. But there are mostly guys or all guys I think. Actually I would like to be member of sub-committee instead of president but I dint see there are members of sub-committee on the list. Maybe I would have a chance stand for election if I didn't ask for the post of president. I am not good enough to be president. Only those who are interested to be president and secretary need to go for interview. Others no need. Emm, maybe there is a good thing because I don't think I can handle the job well.

Anyway. It was passed. I did not short listed because I am not qualified to hold the post of president. I will improve my self and I am grateful because I had given this golden opportunity to go for interview. Haha. And I would like to thanks Kuhan and Nick who helped me a lot. Thanks. Muaxsss.

Chinese New Year

2009-01-31T23:12:00.007+08:00

Bang Bang Bang. Gong Xi Fa Cai. Chinese New Year is fabulous. I love Chinese New Year. Even though this year my Chinese New Year was so boring but I did enjoy it. I got more Ang Paos than last year but my parents gave more Ang Paos than last year. Actually the money are all our parents' money. They just exchange Ang Pao. haha. Without exception, my mom and dad gave me Ang Paos this year. I'm so glad with it. I'm very disappointed because I could not gamble during Chinese New Year. We were rushing to other place on the second day of CNY so I didn't have the opportunity to win my cousins' money. No gambles is so boring. I managed to win Rm10++ last few years. But from the other side, this year is better that last year cause we got to meet all our uncles, aunties and cousins. Even though my dad is not close with his siblings but they did meet each other this year. I did not chat with my cousins so much since we were rushing for time and we are not close indeed. I cooked spaghetti again. It tasted nice and they liked it. I felt proud of myself and feel I'm like a girl. My elder sister should feel embarrass since she does not cook at home and hardly does housework. hahaha.

Third day of CNY, I hang out with Jia Xin, Cyndi and Jie Wei. We planned to watch movie but we didn't do this at last cause we spent too much time for dinner. We ate Sushi but I forgot the name of that shop. Haha. Jia Xin drove me back cause she volunteered. But she kept complaining on the way back to my house. I had already told her that my house is very far but she did not take that seriously before, I guess. Anyway, perhaps my parent's ang Pao could satisfy her. Friends dont kira banyak la. Yup. I went to fun fair day before CNY. I saw many sisters and brothers. My babysitter took care us when we were young. They all grew up and look mature now. Last time we were so close to each others since we were staying in the same house. We ate together, slept together, played together and maybe bathed together. Years passed, the memories with them are very vague. They have their own lives now, like me. We didn't really talk when I saw them and there seems a wall between us. Finally, I need to stress that I'm getting fatter since I ate so much during CNY. I need to on diet. Haha...Gambateh...

RED BOX

2009-01-31T22:42:00.004+08:00

Joyce and I are too indulge in red box. So we decided have a visit to red box before we got back to celebrate Chinese New Year. We planned to sing two hours cause I thought there would be 3pm to 5pm. Surprisingly the time has been extended to 3 hours instead of 2 hours. Last time there was only 2 hours. But 3 hours still not enough for us. Haha. After 3 hours, we haven tired so we extended 2 hours more and we had our dinner there. There was buffet dinner. Sushi was so attracting and we took so much. We had fun there. Joyce sings so well. Maybe she should join singing competition. I 100% support her. I begrudge her wonderful voice which gets me mesmerized. Strangely, I did not feel tired at all that day. I was full of energy. Perhaps we can go red box again. I love go red box with her and I can listen she sings again. Diane borrowed my red dress again. She looks nice with that dress because she is slim. But I don't understand why are them so indulge in clubbing. Is it nice? Anyway, I'm not interested.

2009-01-31T22:12:00.003+08:00

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
Absolutely YES. I hate smokers. I don't want be second hand smoker. I hate the smell of cigarette.

2. How about drinking?
For me, I do mind my boyfriend drinking but drink little is just fine for me. So, 1 bottle is still ok for me.

3. Do you liked someone you can't have?
Yes. Sometimes.

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Depends. But I do like he tells me if he like me. Maybe I like him as well.haha

5. What's your favourite sport?
Basketball. But I hardly play it since nobody wants play with me. Maybe I should find someone who loves to play basketball as my boyfriend so I will not get lonely play alone. Kidding la.

6. It's saturday night, you're home alone... what do you do?
Watching, online or maybe sleep.

7. Do you like roller coasters?
Sometimes yes but sometimes no. When I'm in front of roller coaster I would get scared of it even though I wishing to have a ride of it day before. Such as coward I am. haha. But generally I don't really like roller coasters cause I scared I will die.

8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
when fate has it

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
JJ Lin Jun Jie

10. What are you doing this weekend?
eat, eat and eat.

11. What is your favourite restaurant?
many. mostly chinese restaurant cause I love chinese foods.

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
ya. mostly girls.

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
never...

14. Do you like anyone right now?
No. Single is fine. I want freedom.

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face. but I rarely look at guys since I am too shy.haha

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?
Beach. Mountains are tiring. Beach is romantic.

17. What kind of phone do you have?
sony ericson Z610

18. Computer or Laptop?
acser aspire 4530

19. Jeans or sweats?
Jeans

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
2008.

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
19...

22. What should you be doing right now?
Do ESL assignment

23. What is your favourite TV show?
many

24. What's been your last purchase?
Facial mask

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
NO!

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
No

27. What do you do when you're at home?
eat, on9, read story books, listen music, cook(sometimes), sleep, watch TV

28. What is your favourite subject?
Accounting.

29. What's the best thing that happened on you?
many

30. 10 person to tag:
- Nick
- Diyana
- Diane
- Aiks
- Joo Ann
- Cyndi
- Ean Jee
- Mariam
- Syafique
- Faris

Clothes vs Money

2009-01-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. emm, I spent too much on clothes for these three weeks. I think this year is the year I bought the most clothes. Next month, I must begrudge every dollar I spend. Three weeks of classes make me feel sick. Mathematics always nauseates me. Too much thinking makes me sick. 1 week holiday is extremely fundamental for me in order to let my brain rest. So.. anticipating with merriness. and perhaps everyone could enjoy CNY and holiday

16 Jan 2009

2009-01-17T11:25:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I walked back Casa from Taylor. It was tiring and exhausting anyway. I was almost late for first class today since went down late. Dr. Santha commented about my attire. She is kinda weird. She demands us to bring dictionary every day. Dictionary does help us but it it heavy. We do not have much time to search dictionary during classes. Nevertheless, she is a good teacher, I think. I do not annoy her. I accompanied Nick to see doctor in the evening and we had dinner at Sushi King. After that, I watched Four Christmases. It was funny and nice movie. I like it and I adore the woman in the movie. I begrudge her beauty. Haha. I was so embarrassing cause I was so sucks in playing the dance game. I did not play it for years already. Aiz, don't be proud. I could do it better next time. haha.

12 January 2009

2009-01-17T11:04:00.003+08:00

12 Jan, Dr. Mahatir, our previous prime minister gave a talk about global peace at my college. He is old indeed but he is still strong. Basically, the talk was about peace and wars. I was not actually at there cause I was too excited because my cute guy was sitting behind me. hohoho. Everyone looked so smart with formal attire. I borrowed Baju Kebaya from Irna. There was an odd guy asked weird queations after that the talk. I witnessed a fire nearby my hostel in the morning.

11 Jan 2009

2009-01-17T10:40:00.005+08:00

Hohoho.That day was awesome. I went for shopping spree with my aunt again. Shopped for clothes again. I woke up 8am in the morning and I went to Times Square by bus and Monorel. Luckily I did not take much time to wait for the bus cause when I walked to Summit there was a a bus to KL Sentral. I ran as fast as I could and I managed to get in the bus. I was so glad at that moment I got in the bus but there was great annoying after few seconds. The bus was milled with people and I hate that feeling standing with them. There is the most hateful thing taking a bus if you could not manage get a seat. I was standing the whole way to KL Sentral. I took Monorel to Imbi after I reached KL Sentral.

I was at Times Square a little bit earlier Since my aunt still hasn't there, I wandering around alone. Erm, actually I should not call my aunt 'aunt' since she is still young. I should call her cousin sister instead of aunt, I think. Sister Er was there with her boy friend that day. We stayed at there until 4pm. My aunt drove us to her house. After saying waving goodbye to Sister Er, my aunt and I continued our shopping spree. We went some shops around SS2. After, she drove me back hostel.

New Semester

2009-01-10T18:22:00.003+08:00

New collection from One Utama. thanks my aunt for fethcing me there.
I bought clothes for my younger brother and father.
They will happy with that, I think.

This is so funny. While chatting with my little brother.
His monstrous face made me laugh like hell..

After bidding goodbye to my family, I'm now at my hostel missing them. Despite I do miss home sometimes but I'm get use to it already. Strangely, I could sleep better when I'm sleeping on my bed at hostel. I slept nearly 4am during my holidays. My home supposed cozier than here.haha. Maybe the 5 hours of classes and awful bus schedule make me fell tired.

I started new semester on Tuesday. College was swamped with hundreds of new students. Four out of five of my lectures has been changed. I do miss all lectures who no longer teaching us. The worst thing is my ESL teacher is so straight as what she said. Her name is Dr Santha. Undeniably, she is good in english that why she is teaching us English. But her teaching style makes me feel sick. Anyway I do adore her without any reasons.

On the other side. MATHEMATICS. Miss Sia, a young and emotionless lecturer is our new maths teacher. Everyone knows she is expert in maths, but not everyone loves her teaching style. I prefer Mr. James. Maybe now is still beginning of the semester, I do believe things will get better as times change. This year is a scary year, exam and assessment are menacing me.

Lets change topic, academic is kinda boring.....

New year means new life. New life has new cute guys to adore. haha. My number.1 cute guy leaved me without saying a word. Where is he now?What is he doing? Emm... I could not figure this out because I don't even know his name. Haiz. Such a coward I was. I never dare talk to him even look at him. I surely will blush if I looked at him. Surprisingly I saw him yesterday driving Honda with empty seat beside. He stopped the car just in front of me. You should not see how I looked like that moment. I was blushing like a tomato. Joyce, Lara and Siew Thing observed it and that make me shy. Unfortunately, he drove out after at there few minutes. Haiz. I think he dint notice there is a girl there blushing because of him. The empty seat beside makes me down. The seat probably reserves to his girlfriend. I wish they can be together happily even I begrudge his girlfriend luckiness.

OK. Maybe what Mariam said is right. This year no more cute guys. I should focus on studies. Chinese New Year is coming but everyone seems haven have the mood of it. I'm anticipating. Foods, Ang Pao and meet my relatives, cousins and shopping spree. Huu Huu. That is the most wonderful thing in year. I demand my mom buy my favourite food for me so that I can eat that when I am at home for new year.

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T15:23:00.005+08:00

After the concert, all singers were eating at Kim Garry

at the backstage where all singers were inside the camp

fireworks

Danny Wen Li Ming. I saw his tattoo.I don't like guy with tattoo.

Camera. He was in front of me.

Everyone was anticipating a good new year.Perhaps everyone could live happily and healthily in 2009. Despite economic crisis in the world is menacing us and our country sank into economic mire, we should enjoy our year. We should spend our money but not keep it as useless paper. I do believe spending money is absolutely helps our economic.

2008 was a great and memorable year for me. In the beginning of 2008, I was working at my aunt's shop, Games Corner. I learnt plenty of thing that I'm unable learn from books. Then I became formal car driver who could drive on road, followed by student of College Matriculation Melaka. I'm grateful for my luckiness. Thanks GOD for everything. I was a KMM student for three weeks and I would never forget those day in KMM were most enjoyable and happy.

Initially, I had never dreamt of be a scholar since I'm not that intelligent as others. I was glad as cricket and satisfied when I knew that I could go for the interview I dint dream that I could got the scholarship which has totally changed my life. I have been at KMM for three weeks started from 12th May until 2nd June. When I was there, I did enjoy at there even though no heater, no refrigerator, my bed was not cozy at all. But my friends there color my life.

5 days orientation were the most memorable days for me. When I got the news from JPA, I was surprised and shocked as well. I asked my relatives since I was in dilemma whether accept it or not. I worried that I could not achieve the high expectations from others esp my sponsor. I'm not an intelligent girl. Lastly, I decided accept this challenge and I do believe I could handle it.

1 month to go before I got in Taylor's University College. I stayed at home and I did body check required by JPA. That time was the first time I did body check. I felt quite quarrel for the whole process. Haha. 7th July, that day was registration date for JPA scholars. That day was the day I met that guy. Everything was fine and I started my course from 14th July. Time flies. Months passed and now is 1st Jan 2009. I must confess that I have very few friends. I'm a friend who speaks less and doesn't know how to be a good friend. Maybe because of these, I have very few friends. I'm always the lonely one.haiz..

STOP THINKING OF THAT

I had a very enjoyable new year eve. Walalalalala. I went to QB on 31st DEC. I went to count down with hundreds of people, artists and singers. I was standing in the middle to watch the concert organized by Astra Jia Yu Channel. There were performances by local singers and Bosco Wong from HonG Kong. I don't really crazy at him but there were abundant of his fans who are totally mad at him. People milled at there just because of Bosco. 张启政, a local singer was totally got me mesmerized. He sings really well. I wanted shake hand with him but the most funny part was I dint know his name since he is a new singer and I never heard about him. Haha. I shook hand with Danny and a female Malay singer but I don't know who she is. But I admire her powerful voice. She is a friendly singer too cause when I looked at her she smiled as reply. Finally, I was sitting in front of the stage after standing for few hours. That was the first time I sat in front of such big stage. I could all the artist were so near with me including Bosco. Yup, I got the present-Ang Pao. This year was the most exciting new year eve I ever had.

2008-12-30T21:17:00.006+08:00

my chubby brother.wakakz.

his ''tayar'' makes him special among others.

haha....

gorging with the spaghetti made by Yuki Hoe.

I went to a temple last few days. There were crowded cause it was CHU YI. More beggars are there and I do sympathy of their misfortunes. But there abundant of beggars who refused to work despite they have the ability to work. We ate ice kacang at Air Itam but it dint taste delicious as I expected.

After came back from the temple, I made spaghetti. It tasted nice and the smell was alluring. It attracted my brother and he ate two plates of spaghetti. There is no wonder he is so fat. I took spaghetti to my grandmother and babysitter. Perhaps they do like it.

I was fiddling away the whole holiday. I'm so regret for my laziness. What make me angry is I gained 1kg. I need to do more exercise so that I could achieve my target by Chinese new year.

GAMBATEE.

2Moro I'm going to Queensbay,bidding goodbye to 2007. Perhaps there would be a joyous and full of camaraderie count down. Yoo HOOO...................................................

2008-12-26T21:49:00.003+08:00

Now I'm really broke.Totally broke.i spent too much for these few days.haiz.there were plenty things happen these few days.but nothing special about that.I was meeting my friends for the last few days in penang.I must prepare go to college again.Assignments,lonely,hostile life at Subang Jaya.Perhaps next year all things will be fine.this year was a boring Christmas.All was hanging out with boyfriends.Just left me alone to celebrate this boring Christmas at gurney. Luckily my sister willing to accompany me.She is an eternal best sister in the world. Jia XIn called on Christmas eve,then we were together around twelve.but she went back earlier since she was very tired and sleepy.the outrage on cars by teenagers was shocking me on that day.that was horrible.this year Christmas was boring.no fireworks.I was kinda disappointed for all of that.

Moving on.26th Dec I went to red box with Jin Jin they all. We sang for 6 hours but I dint really fell tired. After that we went to steamboat.Despite the foods were alluring, I was in stomach ache.So I dint really enjoy it.

Christmas

2008-12-23T21:53:00.003+08:00

Jingle bell....
Christmas is around the corner.
everybody is anticipating for a gorgeous celebration,right?
especially for the young ones.
As time flies, things are kept changing.
Suddenly I'm in amnesia.
I can't really remember what had happen these few years.
how I filled these few years alone?
But the only thing I knew is that I'm being older.
and I supposed be more matured.
no more boisterous antics.no more reveries.
all I could do is appreciate the ones who I care a lot.
Once at a time, I tried to imagine.
what the hell would happen if I'm living alone in this world.
I felt desperate,lament and started to tremble.
I could not afford lose my parents, my sister,my brother,my family and friends.
I do love them a lot,esp my family.
but I never dared to say what I feel.
expressed what I think to do.
such a failure I'm.
Yet, I know they could feel it,they know it.
I'm grateful and thanks for everything.

So lets celebrate these splendid and hypnotizable
christmas and new year.
have a happy and merry celebration.

17th December 2008

2008-12-19T22:31:00.006+08:00

I wanted to buy pink colour.but I'm so disappointed because the pink dress was sold out.

I have no choice so I bought green one.

yet.I really prefer pink colour.

Last Saturday, I saw this pink dress but I dint buy it.

who knows, there was the last time I saw it.
waiting my X-babysitter

the sexiest dress I ever brought. I'm wondering ''am I dare to wear it??"..

my X-babysitter

That day, I went to queens bay with my X babysitter. She wants me accompany her since she is always alone in her house. She never been QB before so I brought her there but I think she does not like that place. Actually I supposed to accompany her. However, she waited for me to shopping. I feel remorse to her because I was been on my shopping spree and never mentioned she was so boring. Anyway I bought dresses,pink bras and other things. I took my HP to repair and need to pay for it again. haiz. Nevertheless, that day got people said I look like a Japanese. So glad.hehe=)))))

Recently

2008-12-13T23:54:00.005+08:00

Thinking.whether want to buy or not??

Power Rangers!lalala.

Emmm.Muammmmm.

I like the bag.I like to keep bags.haha.

Recently. Nothing special happen. These few days, the wind is full of melancholy and sorrow. Landslipes and robberies are the regular customers. People became so hostile and dangerous. We should always be careful when we are outside. People could do anything to continue survice, they do rob,kill people or anything they could think. I fell feeble because I could not do anything to avoid the tradegy.

Stop thinking about that. These few days, I was kinda busy. I met Angie, Chin Chin and Xiao Fen,my secondary friends. We went to gurney on friday. Xiao Fen is working at there so we went to visit her. She is like always, so hilarious. Haha. That day had power rangers show. It attracted hundred of children. Power Rangers>> children's heroes. But I know nothing about that. Before I could not differentiate power rangers and mask rider. hehe

These few days I slept very late,around 1am. I rarely sleep so late when I was at KL. Maybe I'm not used to sleep on my bed here. I feel I will become fatter here. My dad always forces me to eat,he always says I'll become thinner if I dint want to eat. OMG. I'm super fat already,dad. Please don't force me eat again. I wondering how I could find my size lol.

7th December 2008

2008-12-09T21:08:00.004+08:00

My Mickey Mouse laptop sticker. I spent hours to paste it lol

RM 8 per ride

so romantic .........

children's favourite

My whole family went to Pesta last Sunday. Despite it was rainy Sunday, the rain stopped at night. Pesta was crowded, full with visitors, adults, children and of cause couples. Finally I bought laptop sticker. I bought Mickey Mouse while my sister bought dog with specs one. I felt so boring at Pesta even thought I dint go there for years. The fun fair is like a bloodsucker. It sucks people money. 1minutes ride could cost you RM8. I wondered one family could afford how many children to play a ride. It would be cheaper in genting. After spending few hours there, we went to a nearby coffee shop and had our dinner there.

2008-12-06T23:32:00.004+08:00

6th December 2008

This morning, my sister and I went to our X-babysitter's house.

She is like always,talks so much and non-stop.

she is so lonely and alone all the time.
her daughter is working at KL and her pity son..

I sympathize with her grief.

After staying at there for few hours.

we went back.

I drove again after few months dint touch the car steering.
I drove to hair saloon.

I cut my hair but I'm not satisfy with my new hair style.

My hair became shorter.Haiz....

In the evening,

My whole family went to Sunshine Square.

I bought a new bottle and this is my favourite colour-pink.

We wandering around and my parents just bought their stuff.

I felt quite boring at there.

I ate chicken chop for my lunch.

it was delicious.

After that, we had a visit for PC pair.

there were crowded.

People were shouting and trying to promote their products..
I wanted to buy laptop sticker,
and I found rm10 per sticker

So cheap lol..
other stalls sell it Rm25 aa

but my sister stopped me cause she wanted she go other place.

she promised bring me there tomorrow.

I will buy it tomorrow.....

my pink bottle

We planned go to Fun Fair.

but we delay it till tomorrow cause there were no parking.

there were crowded.

the cars even parked under the bridge.

but, we went to Pasar Malam instead.

My sister and I bought new cloth.

My brother felt hungry so we ate supper at there.

I felt guilty after I finished my Wan Tan Mee,

I shouldn't eat at night after 10pm.

I should reduce 3kg before the Chinese new year.

GAMBATEH!!!

cute bottles.but these are too big indeed

2008-12-05T20:12:00.006+08:00

HolidayS

Wee..Finally,HOLIDAYS had its say. After months of studying and examinations, holiday comes and Everybody enjoys their long holidays now. Some of them went for vocations. but ME..still staying at home, doing nothing but eat and eat again. Yesterday(4Th Dec 2008) was my blissful day. I went to jogging with my younger brother. His body size says that he needs to do more exercise. Haha. I used few minutes to wake him up.

Initially, we jogged along the serene road. Few minutes gone, his words made the whole road so noisy. He kept complaining his heart and leg were so pain. OMG. That was a short distance from our house and that was warming up only lol. So I waited him and walked slowly with my 'big' brother. The good thing was we could reach market. This wasn't my 1st time walked to there but this was the 1st time for my brother. I should proud of him. We ate our breakfast there. After that, we decided to take a bus instead of walk to home since he was so tired and exhausted. He never took a bus before so it would a golden opportunity for him. But the bus was stopping at the bus stop, not moving. So we decided walk to home.

At the afternoon, I made TANG YUAN. I love it since I was young. It was kinda easy to make it with my dad's help. It was sweet and nice. Yesterday my stomach was exploded and exploded again. There were too much foods waiting for me. My dad made fried Potato after that.

I made WAN TAN with chicken meat. Muammm.DELICIOUS lol. =)

Mahjong. My brother's favourite. He always forces me play with him.

OMG. he always bothers me to play this play that.

Games, Mahjong, Badminton and so on so on.Haiz

2008-12-03T18:21:00.004+08:00

2nd December 2008

After staying at Casa one week alone, I'm at home now. I miss everything here. Everything seems remain the same except the fish were died where I was not at home. The pandan leaves outside my house grow much now. But the papaya tree was vanished. Haha. My sister fetched me yesterday and we went to Jing Wang somewhere near bukit Jambu. I miss the foods there. As usual, I ordered tomyam mee but now the tomyam Mee costs RM4.50 instead of Rm4. I love the taste but I prefer KL tomyam mee. The tomyam mee here is not worth that price. I ate so much yesterday. We went there with her friend, surprisingly her friend is pregnant. Undeniable, things kept changing. Last thing we went to karaoke with her friend. We had fun there and they drank liquor. But now she is becoming mother. She got married when I was in KL. She is same age with my sister but my sister now is still single. Sometimes I think, maybe she hopes someone to protect and love her. Perhaps one day she can find her Mr. Right.We went to Queensbay after we had full dinner. After that, we bought fish satay and ate again. I will gain weight after spending one night at penang. When I back home, my mom fell asleep. My brother is like always keeps talking nonsense....

2008-12-01T23:16:00.003+08:00

Oh.After spending few days on Flesh Weak written by Julie Cohen, I'm entirely finished it. It was a wonderful story. I love the story very much. I love the language of the writer and I adore the description of anything else in the novel. Today I went to Taylor cause I'm get bored in Casa. I had fried Rice as my lunch and I had oatmeal chicken rice as my dinner as I planned. I would miss foods here. haha. I went to SUmmit after that and I saw the cute guy was wandering around. He is always lonely but I think he likes be alone. EMMM...

I was wasting my holidays of doing nothing. Erm. I should have a plan.....

2008-11-29T21:14:00.011+08:00

29th November 2008

Peace Gathering

I set my alarm at 6am yesterday. However I woke up 7 in the morning. I slept at 3am because I was finding any suitable map for Kelana Jaya. This was the first time I went to the place I never been,never heard by myself. This morning, my housemate,Iris came here cause she wanted to grab her stuff. I was astonished with her sudden appearance. Especially in early morning. I was in a rush this morning. I walked as fast I could and I took a bus to Subang Parard after asking people how to go Kelana Jaya. I took a taxi from Subang Parard. There was a chinese taxi driver and he was friendly. He was kind as well. Finally, I reached Shareen's house. Her house is wonderful and there is comfortable, peace and serenity. I would like to have a house like that when I grow up. Surprisingly, I was the first person who reached her house. I thought I was late. Huhu.

I knew her son and Doctor Ratna's children. They are so cute. Abdi was the second person who reached and followed by Vanita. SHareen and Dr.Ratna shared their peace journey with us. That was enjoyable and especially the breakfast. The bread and mee hoon were so so so delicious. I really want to applaud them for the talent to make such relishing foods. Haha. We shared what we had did so far and I felt ashamed cause I did nothing for the months. All my life is full with assignments, exams and nothing. I should do something next year. Must.

We played a fantastic game. That was amazing. There were some people wrote questions,any questions you like. AND the other people wrote down the answers, any answers. They people picked randomly the questions and answers we wrote. Some of that made sense but some of that not really. It was an enjoyable and peaceful meeting. I like it. Really. Perhaps I still have chances to go any gathering like this in the future. Dr Ratna's daughter presented me a a flower drew by her. She kept reminding me to take it. She is so cute. I make new friends there. haha After the gathering, Dr Ratna sent me home. She is kind and lovely. Shareen too.

Mid Valley

2008-11-29T20:27:00.005+08:00

28th November 2008

Yesterday was the first time I went Mid Valley by public bus. Actually that is quite easy to get there. I was so sleepy yesterday even though I woke up around 11 in the morning. My friends said they are going out. I was in dilemma whether what to go out or not cause I was so lazy to go out. I'm the one who likes staying at home and spending time alone. But after secluded myself from the world for decades, I think I should go out and have a walk. Sometimes, staying alone is boring and lonely. Lastly I decided go with them.

Yesterday was my fast food day again. Despite I don't like fast food but yesterday I wanted to eat burger. So we went to Mc Donald. As usual, I ordered MC Chicken again cause I dont like beef. But this time was different, I changed the drink to Milo. I shouldn't drink soft drink. It just makes me fatter. We had very full breakfast/lunches. And I don't understand why some people could ordered MC FLurry and Big Mc burger set at the same time. And the thing was,he could finish it. Maybe that's different between gender. Haha. At that moment, I said 'If I were you, my stomach sure will explode'. He replied:' your stomach is big so it is easy to get exploded. On the other hand, his stomach is small so his stomach wouldn't explode'. OMG!! This was the most evil words I ever heard. I hate you, MAN!!

I'm so regret had my lunch at McD because I saw many other restaurants are ordering alluring foods. Better than McD 100times. For me la. Hehe. Ok. I promise myself next time I should eat from other restaurant but not fast food. And.wait a minute. This month was my fast food month. I ate so much fast food. McD, KFC and Burger King. I grew fatter in this awesome month. Continue back. After McD, we decided go to bowling. I dint play bowling for decades already. I miss my cousin who played bowling with me when I was in Penang. But thing had changed. He changed already. There was crowded and full, so we decided go to watch movie.

Actually, I wanted to watch Twilight with my sister when I back penang. But I really wouldn't mind watch the movie twice if I watched at here 1st. But there was no ticket for Twilight so we watched the other movie. Initially, I dint know what movie we were watching because I dint care once it is a nice movie. However, it was a boring and ridiculous movie. I don't know what was the movie showing about. I think that was about discrimination between blacks and whites. I was so confused. The movie was Lakeview Terrace. Maybe just me got confused but anyway that was okay la. Nevertheless, Twilight,I'm anticipating.....

2008-11-28T11:53:00.003+08:00

That day, I was cleaning the refrigerator. So far, we never cleaned it and it is so disgusting. There are small flies flying around. So when i took out some stuff from the fridge and I found spoilt food and the cans were rusted. The food turned black and it really disgusting. This was the 1st time I had ever seen these disgusting food. I was having nausea and I almost puked. Suddenly, I felt something is on my palm and quite tickled. I dint bother it at first then suddenly I saw a worm was on my palm. OMG. I hate worm so so so so much. I felt GELI. But luckily it was a small worm. After that, I decided to stop cleaning. I put back all the foods quickly as I could.

2008-11-25T18:03:00.009+08:00

Today is a boring day. I woke around 9o'clock in the morning. I had maggie mee as my breakfast. It seems like I'm so pity until eat maggie as breakfast. But I like maggie mee cause I dint eat maggie mee for decades already. Yesterday I cant sleep well cause I was so scared. The words from my friends kept occuring in my head. That was my friends' fault who made me scared. Perhaps tonight I can sleep well.

After I woke up, I was glancing around my unit. OMG. I felt so guilty cause my unit was so messy. There were tissues, newspaper and hair on the floor. SO decided to pick them up and thrown them. Actually I planned to go out somewhere today, but I was too lazy and I wished to finish my novel. Just now I went down and I saw people were playing basketball. Oh MAN! I really want to play basketball. But why no body wants play with me. Tomorrow I will go out somewhere. I must.

My hair is longer now. I should trim my hair so that my head would't look like a bloom.huhu.Today I open Tv for the whole day. But I dont really watch it. I was reading the novel. But I do believe Tv makes me feels not that lonely. hehe. I'm going down to have dinner with Sheila later on. So goodbye!

2008-11-24T19:36:00.003+08:00

Again.I have been tagged by my friend.

But,I'm willing to be tagged since I'm so so so boring.

So,now we shall start..

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

==> Best friends, father and daughter

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.

==> Patient, great, hypnotize, lovely and nice.

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

==> He cooked delicious food and it makes me hungry now.

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?

==> Wash you hand before you eat anything.

5. If he/she become your lover, you will…

==> That's IMPOSSIBLE!

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…

==> very sad, desperate and lost

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on…on his/her

==> I told you already that it's I.M.P.O.S.S.I.B.L.E.

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is…c0uld it happen?

==> Once again, IMPOSSIBLE.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

==> To make them proud of me by become the famous lawyer or become a star.huhu

10. The overall impression of him/her is…

==> Lovely

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

==> Tradition chinese girl.unfriendly.dont know.

12. The character of you for yourself is?

==> childish

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

==> Moody

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

==> Avril Lavigne.cool MAn!

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.

==> Thank you

16. Ten people to tag

==> Joo Ann

==> Shafiq

==> Joan

==> Iris

==> Afikah

==> Mariam

==> Yat

==> Aiz

==> Joyce Ting

==> Faris

17.who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

==> My mother

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

==> Male

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

==> No idea

20. How about no. 5 and 8?

==> Impossible

21. What is no. 1 studying about?

==> SAM (Law).

22. Is no. 4 single?

==> Absolutely.NO

23. Say something about no. 6

==> He is the greatest person in the world who cares me all the time

Scary wind

2008-11-24T13:22:00.003+08:00

Casa Subang is a scary place.

THe wind is too strong.

I can imagine if a skinny people standing at some where here.

he/she sure will fly away.

and the thunderstorm makes us afraid.

I'm wondering whether the wind can break the windows or not.

I think the wind is strong enough to break the windows.

If the windows broke,

then it is so dangerous.

glass hurts us.

EWW.

sound so scary.

Lonely

2008-11-24T12:54:00.004+08:00

Everbody is at home now,

Just me,still at this lonely and deathly hostel.

I do like to have my own space but spend the whole week alone

is really awesome.

Nevertheless.

I'm anticipating for this friday meeting,

I'm eagerly to see all my friends.

Luckily,

I still have my guitar with me.

it will accompany me along these long holidays.

The abandon ''er hu'' still waiting for its string.

I broke the new string that I bought here

and now I should buy another one.

It makes me really angry.

why the string broke easily.

WAHHHHHH!!!!!

Days pass soon.

holidays will pass rapidly,

like the roller coaster.

things keep changing.

people keep changing.

I'm finding my own way.

I'm finding my Mr. Right.

I'm lost now.

what should I do?

erm..

I just want a simple life.

I want happiness.

and I believe it is not so far from me.

hehe....

Low spirit day

2008-11-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

These few days I feel so down.

I'm grumpy and desperate.

I dont know why but I feel angry.

1 more day to say good bye to my friends.

and my housemates.

FInally,Sem 1 is going to finish tomorrow.

my honeymoon is going to over,

next year is full of challenge and obstacles.

sometimes I'm really curious.

why people like to compete.

it make us stress.

I hate that feeling.

people are asking more and more.

better and better.

that is right.

but sometimes it is stressing ourselves.

Anyway, I should be more hardworking next year,

and I should do better for my maths and english.

There will be a long holidays.

I want to do so many things during my holidays.

1st : do some charity job

2nd : on diet

3rd : finish the novels

and so on.....

TELEMATCH

2008-11-19T16:05:00.004+08:00

Day of TELEMATCH

The weather wasn't friendly in the morning

We predicted it would rain

then we can escape from the exhaust telematch.

However,it was a sunny morning.

I was in the peach group.

Sadly.our group dint win but that is a good thing

cause the present was SNACKS.

it makes us fat.huhu.

I'm so boring and feel sad today,

My shoes are totally destroyed by the dirty field.

It are so disgusting.

But I'm too lazy to watch it.

haiz...

ANyway this morning was a golden opportunity

for me to utilize my rusted muscle.

the games were amazing

Foo Joo ANn is a real stalker.

she was finding the traces of dinosaurs.

After the telematch, we went to KFC.

We got the KFC or Mc DOnald coupons as the prizes from taylors.

so some of them used it to pay for their lunch

I got the Mc DOnald coupon.
so I should use it as fast as possible before the expired date,31st Dec.

2008-11-18T20:43:00.005+08:00

16th November 2008

One week to go before the awesome holidays.

so last Sunday was the best time to wander around shoping malls at KL.

I woke up at 9a.m.

I was anticipating DIAM SAM for my breakfast.

I was eagerly to eat DIAM SAM

since I dint eat DIAM SAM for decades.

my cousing sister fethced us to a very famous shop.

It was crowded with hundreds of people.

WE ordered plenty of food which caused my stomach exploded.

Undeniable,the food is delicious.

After had a full breakfast,we went to Time Square.

TS was full of crazy cheap stuf.

you could find anything you want at the cheaper price

we went to a quite special shop.

the drinks and foods at that shop are alluring.

Maybe next time I should go there with my friend.

The design is so special and fantastic.

I love there.

say NO to cigarette

2008-11-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

Everyone knows smoke is not good for health and it causes harms.
it kills you and destroys your future,
but I would not like to deter the smokers to smoke.
I just think that's really unhealthy for us.
smoke or not is on their options.

There are many drawbacks when we smoke
1. lung cancer
2. bad impression
3. waste money
4. 2nd hand smokers

I really anti-smoke.
I could not stand the smell of cigarette.
and I know many people already get addicted with it.
it releases tension.
it makes us think ''cool''
it's hard to stop smoke once you get addicted.
but as a rational person, we should not smoke,
especially as a student.

Again.this is my personal view only.
what the smokers want to do is on their options.
just lets us live in a peaceful and free from cigarette earth...
PEACE with YOU!! =)

EXAMINATION is over for this semester !!

2008-11-13T21:16:00.004+08:00

YOO HOO,

finally,it's the time I need to update my blog.

since Nick is complaining she is boring.

hehe..

after spending the whole week for the exam..

I'm having ''MERDEKA'' already.

but examination is really awesome.

especially Mathematic.

I'm so dissapointed with the performance of my maths test.

i trembled at the thought of having low marks for my maths..

but I think so people could breezed through the tests.

and MALAYSIAN studies.

oh Man!!

My lecturer dint touch the structure of local goverment at all.

thus,I just vomited everythings I learned from Legal Studies.

It was a tiring week.

but anyway it was ended.

I'm planning how I spend my long holidays.

maybe it would be a boring holidays.

I should spend my holidays by doing meaningful works

Today I was overslept.

I set my alarm at pm.

Luckily Mariam woke me up.

if not I would miss the maths exam.

this afternoon,

Iris,Joan and me went to Subang Parard

we walked there.

wasnt it's great ??

we ate our lunch at the Fish Market,

the prawn,squid and fish were so delicious.

but it was a full lunch again,

I think I'm getting fatter when I came here.

AND....

today is a raining day again.

TIRED

Wedding..dang dang dang

2008-11-06T18:26:00.003+08:00

WEll, apparently I'm not ready for wedding.

and I never planned before.

it is still long way....

Nick, I'll answer the qustions

but it has TOO many questions already.

ok.Now, we shall begin......

1. How old are you?

18 years old

2. Are you single?~

hehe.good qustion.well,yuki is still single and available too.

3. In what age do you think you'll get married?

I plan..26-28 years old.or maybe I cannot get married if no people wants me.

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?

Since I'm single now.so I cant answer this question.
5. If not, who do you want to marry?

I want to marry with a cute guy

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?

I prefer garden and beach wedding because it is so romantic.

7. Your ideal motif?

Pink.

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?

France, Japan and Hong Kong

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

~ Family and friends from all sides.

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?

of course extravagant wedding

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?

traditional vows

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?

many layers,but it depends

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?

Hotel

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?~

Evening. When the sun sets

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?

Outdoor.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?

I would prefer a grand entrance for both of us.

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?

做你的公主 OR with you

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?

solemn ceremony

21. What age do you want to get married?~

Already answered, thank you.

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.

a patient, cute, sweet and lovely husband

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?

Fine dining.

24. Champagne or red wine?~

Champagne

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

after the wedding

26. Money or household item?

Money.

27. Who will pay for the bills?

by both of us

28. Are you ready for married life?

No.

29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until u get married?

Yes

30. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?

Yes

31. How many kids do you like?~

2 is a nice number.1 boy,1 girl

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?

New

33. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?

Diamond wedding

34. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?

Western cuisine

35. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?

DVD, photobook, everything!

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next? Choose 5 person.

Mariam (Very curious who will be the bridegroom,huhu)

Joo Ann

Jie Hui

Joyce Ting

Cheng Wei

PRESENTION

2008-10-29T19:57:00.003+08:00

today was my 2nd presentaion for economics.

I still remember the first time...

when I was presenting for the economic system.
there were butterfies in my tummy.

I was nervous, I dint even know what was I talking.

BUT..

things changed for this time.

I was not that nervous.

I tried my best to present it.

maybe I would like presention in the future

I would not mind whether my answer correct or not.

I just wanted to present my idea.

Although it was not a good presentaion compared to others.

since english is killing me.

today is super hot day,

I was sweating in this hot planet.

erm.

maybe it was good for me since IT helped to release the toxic in my body.

hehe...

that's all for yuki boring Wednesday.

my toe was bleeding

2008-10-27T14:05:00.017+08:00

ok.my right foot injured again.
this time is my big toe.
my pity big toe was bleeding.
and it was disgusting.
accidently,
I kicked something and the worst

thing was
I dint recognize my toe was bleeding.
that's why i felt pain.
and felt like my shoe was watery.
IT WAS MY BLOOD.
why i always hurt myself.
I should learn to take care myself.

MESSY ROOM

2008-10-27T13:48:00.005+08:00

OMG.

my room is too messy.

I really need to clean my room,the toilet

and the clothes in my wardrobe is realy untidy.

OK.i should clean my room as fast as possible.

ByE ByE

2008-10-27T12:51:00.012+08:00

well.I should shout loudly
" GOODBYE IELTS "
I would like to say goodbye to
MS RANEE, a gorgeous techer that I ever met.
DESPITE sometimes she is quite fierce.
and I must confess that I always slept when she was teching.
but she was a wonderful
teacher.the things she taught me I would never
forget.
althought IELTS was passed.
but i would like to finish the last part
of my IELTS test book.
and maybe next year I need to refer it
again.
if i needed to retake IELTS.
haiz....
AND
I need to SAY goodbye to the cute guy.
since the JAN and MARCH intake students were finished their whole SEM on friday.
I wish I could talk to him and say goodbye.
But I not dare to do that.
FRiday was the last day I SAW him.
it really hard to say goodbye.
GOODBYE !!

FRIEDS FOREVER

2008-10-27T11:06:00.003+08:00

FRENZ FOREVER

I must confess that I dont have many friends.

since I am a person who does not like to talk much.

I'm very quite and I dont know what can I say.

I'm always isolated from any conversation.

TOO BAD TOO SAD

so i will appreciate friendship.

In this hectic pace world

life is full of frustrations and obstacles.

family is the people who always with you.

friend is the people who substaintiate our lives.

so both family and friend are essential.

17 October 2008

2008-10-27T01:02:00.006+08:00

17 OCTOBER 2008 ( FRIDAY )

today had 45 minutes classes again.

so we ended classes earier.

we decided go to red box.

Sadly,it was raining.

and it was hard to take a cap.

we waited around half an hour.

before we got in a cap.

actually we could get a cap faster
but there were some ungentleman guys

got the cap even though we waited longer than them.

FOO JOO ANN,JOAN,IRIS, HOOI CHING and me

went to red box together..

we spent 3 hours shouting and screaming.

erm.

the ways they sang seemed like

they were in disturbia.

huhu.

after JOO ANN said goodbye to us.

we continued wandering around.

until late at night.

and of cause our legs were pain

we ate out dinner at 1 coffee shop.

it has many pedlars which sell various types of food.

Later on.

we went to a music learning centre

because i wanted to buy sting for my er hu.

wow.

and i was in love with a pink guitar.

it was so special.

i never seen pink guitar before.

it costs RM599.
i like it very much.

but I dont have much time to play guitar anymore.

exam is coming.

actually we wanted wait for bus.

but lastly we decided to take taxi since we were very tired already

when we reached our hostel.

the taxi driver refused to fetch us inside

cause he said the guard would not allow.

so I should force my legs to walk inside.

bleh @.@

2008-10-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

ROSES & CHOCOLATE

eVERy GirL likes roses and chocolate

I like roses and VERY like chocolate even though it will cause fat.

erm.I would like to thanks him.

THANKS !!

PEACE

2008-10-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

fight vs peace.

which 1 do u like.

be a violent people and hatred group.

or be a little angle.

that depends on your own choices.

i wish I can be a little angle,

help people who needs help.

enjoy my life with helping people.

then my life will be more meaningful.

everyone should ready work for peace.

ready to help each other.

ready to tolerent.

AND ready to enjoy their lives.

smile because PEACE.

pity foot

2008-10-26T20:45:00.011+08:00

that day was 1 week after I fell down.
I woke up early cause my aunt wanted to fetch me out.

We were wandaring around and we

saw a tradition chinese farmacy shop,

after my aunt parked her car.

we decided go in to ask

could anyone relieves my foot.

a chinese doctor said he could help me.

and he brought us to a small room,

he used acupunctures.

erm.actually i dint feel pain at all.just felt a bit tickled.

it cost me RM80

he just punctured my foot and gave me terrible taste chinese medicine.

well.i should be more careful next time.

it gives me a precious lesson.

after that it was raining

people could feel pain if the rain dropped on their shoulder.

the thunder was horrendous.

October is a rainig month.

everyone should always prepare an umbrella.

and the song, Umbrella,sings by Rihana was playing in my brain.

around 7pm.it was dinner hour.

we decided have our lunch at a place which is so far.

i forgot what the place known as.

but I'm sure that it is far

it took 45 minutes LRT journey go there.

it was the first I been there.

we eat noodle.

but the sad thing was I cannot eat any spicy and fried food.

too bad too sad.

the food was so attracting .

the spicy curry mee.

mmmmm..

i ordered herbal noodle since I had no choice.

it was not taste as well as curry mee or tomyam mee.

but it taste good.

after had a full dinner.

we went to take LRT again.

and again it was 45 minutes journey.

My aunt drove me back her house.

I slept aroung 12pm.

it was tiring day.

the next day we went to do dana in a Siam Buddish temple.

i met a woman,

the woman told us about her childhood tragedy.

where she was born in a super rich family.

no need to worry anything

she had driver to fetch her to school.

and she lived a big house

her family had plenty property.

Unfortunately after some incidents to her childhood.

her world was totally changed

it was a sad childhood.

where a little princess turned to a normal girl.

it was unacceptable.

Her eyes were watery.

I was touched by her sad story.

well.that time I was curious what happen to her,

how could it happen.

but I decided kept my mouth shut.

since she was talking to my aunt.

i was secluded from the conservation.

after dana,we went to shopping at One Utama.

and i spent a lot again

i should control my self

money is scarcity!!!

but the sadest thing was i need to drink

the blank tradision chinese medicine again after we back from 1U.

i wanted to vomit.

it was disgusting.

taste very very bitter.

ok.i will never let myself to fall down again.

NEVER !!!

2008-10-05T12:13:00.003+08:00

yesterday was my miserable day.
I am repent for my stubborness.
I dint follow the advice from my parents.
the moment I fell down,
it seemed I am going to the heaven or maybe hell.
my leg had a serious injurd which I never had before,
I was going to cry.
my eyes were watery.
But i stoped my tears in my eyes.
I tried to stand up.
it was not an easy job to stand up at that moment.
I tried and luckily that uncle helped me.
I met my high school friends
but we never talked before.
this was the first time we talked.
how kindness they were.
they helped me when I need them.
thanks.
although it was not a serious fall.
but it was killing me.
I should always folow what my parent say

boring raining day

2008-09-29T21:12:00.002+08:00

well.I am pretty sure that everyone likes holidays.
but.
too much holidays are awesome.
I am so bored la..
Watching.sleeping.chating,
it are my holidays life
maybe I should go to do some charity jobs.
but where can I do it.
erm.......
BUT
suddenly I found out that I dont have so many friends.
I am so lonely in this hostile world.
sometimes I found that my hope is frail.

I am waiting for so long
for a miracle to come in my world....

Genting Trip

2008-09-13T21:36:00.005+08:00

suddenly I feel I'm in Love,with Genting
how an awesome place,there is.
I had been there for so many times before
but I think I will never finish all the games there,
and recently,
I joined Genting one day trip,
organized by hostel accomodation of Casa Subang.
and that was 100% free trip.

It was a rainy day.
the rain seemed can feel our excitement.
it was stopped at 7 in the morning.
gratefully,
the weather was warm.

I was in dillemma whether want join the trip or not.
cause my housemates decided not to follow the trip.
since they had so many tests bothering them.
lastly I decided to go.

It took about 1 hour to reach genting.
when we reached there,

we were wandering around like a child,

the brisk wind was welcoming us,

it was a gorgeous day..
We were eargerly to play any challanging games we never played before.
we decided to have a warming game

before we fully function our throat.
Firstly,we played pirate ship and continued with roller coaster,space spot and swing chair.

We had fantastic lunch at first world hotel.
my stomach was totally exploded.
the lunch was our dinner.

we ended our trip with
sg rajang canoe game and swing chair.
it was really enjoyable,

I am pretty sure my throat was entirely funtion.

This trip was totally FOC
I just spent RM5 for bubble tea.
I made sincer friendship there.
Yet, I really hoped we can stay at genting

I do believe it will be more enjoyable if we have much time.
as fate would had it, after we said goodbye to genting,
it started rain.

it was tiring day.

Scarcity of money

2008-08-31T19:12:00.002+08:00

scarcity occured when resources are limited but wants are unlimited.
I am facing scarcity.
unlimited wants force me to make choices.
and the things I have forgone was my opportunity cost.
everyone faces scarcity.
We should make choices brilliantly

Trying to make some changes

2008-08-31T19:10:00.003+08:00

I am trying to make some changes in my life.

whether it is right or wrong,

worth or not.

no one can answers.

I am confused in life.

really confused.

Merdeka!Merdeka!

2008-08-31T18:59:00.002+08:00

Well.today is Malaysia National day.

Malaysian having their holidays to shop and release their stress.

Shoping centre carparks is full with cars .

I am being confused about that.

Isn't it National day is meaningful for us or it just a holiday.

so of the drivers show patriotic while hanging flags in their cars.

Isn't meant that they love this country.

heart attack when i saw my result

2008-08-31T18:51:00.002+08:00

why would it became like that.

with expectation I know I am weak in that.

with expectation I know I will be the lowest marks.

how could I save myself of being that.

I need someone help.

2008-07-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

so exicted can live in my new hostel ler.

haha..

thanks god can let me stay at there.

and let me get the master room too.

thanks.

so glad can live in there for 18months.

at least it better than KMM hostel.

wakakaz.

muakz...

2008-06-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

I met my primary friends today.
After weeks of planning hang out with them

Finally I was there with them.
We had our breakfast at market.
After breakfast, we went to our primary school-CHONG TEIK
There were many new teachers there.
and I could not recognize any of my teachers that I know.
I found Mrs. Yang and school principal，
they were the only people I know among others.
So we took pictures with them.
many sweet and bitter memories passing through my mind.
Finally, I realized that I'm an adult now.

恋人未满

2008-06-28T23:09:00.002+08:00

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只做朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
友达以上恋人未
满甜蜜心烦愉悦
混乱我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定

对我说我爱你

The 6th day at KMM

2008-06-26T22:16:00.005+08:00

We were having 3 days holidays. So we got chance to back our hometown and spend our preciuos time with our love one. And I'm eagerly to back home after 5 days of exhausted orientation. I must confess that the orientation was tiring but awesome. I do enjoy enjoy myself during orientation. Besides, I'm supposed to think about what is the next step in my life. Amazing news from JPA was shocked me and makes me in dilemma.

5th day at KMM

2008-06-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

This was the last day of orientation week. Feel quite hard to see all the flaxi leaving us. Today was more relax. But I woke up earlier because we have to perform a show. We perform a choir with acting. I think we not perform well compare to others. And we were the 1st group to perform.

I heard my friends said the name list of JPA scholars were announced. I tried to called my dad help me check due online. However my sister messaged me that I can get it. I felt so surprise. And she said I must register on 13th June. The day was passes. I was in dilemma that time. I was
no idea at all. I tried to ask others flaxi. And luckily at last the things was settled. The register date is not 13th june. But we require to send an approve letter to them.

Continue the others show ……

The others shows that haven perform were continued at the afternoon. And the flaxi were gave teacher a surprise. They bought cakes to celebrate teacher day. The teachers were deeply moved by that. All there was the last gathering for us and all the flaxi. We were busying to take photos with them. And it is the time to say good bye.

At night, the majlis penutupan was so boring. We were sat outside. We even cant see what perform inside. One of the flaxi borrowed bag from my friends to perform their shows. They were to glad to lend his too. Hehe.

4th day at KMM

2008-06-26T22:11:00.004+08:00

Like the before 2 days, we woke up earlier too. We have our gathering for non-muslim again. This time they want to choose some wakil sementara before the election of JPP. I feel interest to try it, and I try to do it too. There are another two female candidates. We were started to introduce our own. I was so luckily became one of the wakil sementara for account. And we were introduce in front of all the non-muslim friends too. The 1st introduce was a sains hayat guy and he really look like a leader. The 2nd was a sains hayat girl too, out of desperation, she gave her contact number. However after the girl introduce the 1st guy walk in front gave her contact number too. I hope the others will not give. But the follow wakil for sains fizik also gave too. And lastly was my turn, they flaxi was wrote my name wrongly in front the white board. I tried to correct him. And I tried to introduce myself too, although I am so shy. Lastly I ended my introduce. I hope I can be more brave afterwards. And I tried to do so too.

3rd day at KMM

2008-06-26T22:10:00.003+08:00

Today is orientation day too. Like before 2 days I woke up early too..
Having some lectures. And when we gather at astake at 5 pm we were teach to dance. That is so interesting thing. We like it.

2nd day at KMM

2008-06-26T22:09:00.004+08:00

We woke up on 5am. Went to non-muslim gathering again. After went to astaka again. Sang Negaraku, Melaka song and KMM song.
In the whole afternoon we were attend some speech organize by KMM lecturers in Dewan Kuliah.
We also have our non-muslim gathering at night too. We were discuss the show we want to perform.
At that day, we even no time to eat and take a good rest. Feel so tired and lack of sleep.

1st day at KMM

2008-06-26T22:05:00.003+08:00

On 12th May, I was reaching Melaka Central at 6.40am. We found a taxi so to fetch us go to KMM. The taxi driver said the journey fee is RM 30. Because of we don’t know how far it was. So we think the driver was cheating us. So we decided ask another one. Out of desperation, the other taxi driver said need to pay RM 35. It was arrived 7am. I was worrying I will be late. So we decide to go there by taxi. We find another because the taxi driver that we asked was leaving. We tried to ask another. However he said RM 40 again. Wow, so many difference prices. Lastly we asked a RM 35 one. We decide sit the RM 35 one. When reaching there, the driver said if u wanted he drive inside must pay an extra RM5. He haven ask our agreement, drive in KMM. This mean for a short distance inside KMM we are require to pay an extra RM 5. I thought how miserable I was. Haiz. Luckily I dint late and still have time go to wash room a while. So many people were waiting in front. All the people were busy chattering. The registration not so complicated. After register, we can go to our hostel. With the heave language, we were so hard to hostel. However I also misread the room number. And we were walked a worthless journey.

Lastly we reach the hostel, and we are so tired. I saw a Chinese girl lived opposite my room. So glad can see a Chinese. After rest a while, I went find my friend in another block. I tried to ask her parents fetch she back. It will be easier. They were so kind, they willing to help us. After having our lunch, her parents were back. Just leave I and my friend alone. We went to koperasi bought pail and so on. The pail in there so expensive compare to outside. But I had no choice. So I bought it and some necessary things.

After rest a while, we were start our orientation. When register we can get a bag. The bag included t-shirt and so on. At 5pm we wear the yellow long blouse shirt gather near our hostels. All the flaci were waiting some of them. We went to Astaka attend our 1st gathering. The sunlight was so hot. We were teach to sing the KMM song. All the flaci were sitting in front but we were standing and sang.

There had a gathering for non-muslim on that day too while all the muslim went to surau. At that gathering all the non-muslim flaxi also will gather at there. We start have our own group. We were required perform a show to all the flaxi before they left.

爱心早餐

2008-06-26T11:19:00.003+08:00

today I require to go to hospital again.

haiz..

cannot eat my breakfast yet.

the nurse in the hospital is so nice.

and thanks her.

oo.

lastly can back home after wait a few minutes.

and I can take my breakfast too..

my Dad was busy cooked for me.

and I think i am so lucky.

i like the breakfast and i will appreciate it..